Well i woke up this morning feeling i needed to call the doctor and schedule a c-section to have Texy. So i did just that. But ever since i have scheduled the date(1/28/09) i cant stop crying. I dont know if its cuz i am not getting what i really want, a natural homebirth. Or if its cuz i know im doing the right thing. But jsut so you all know i am sick of hearing everyones crap of how its dangerous to have a natural birth after 2 c-sections. MANY women have dont it and nothing happened. So that is nto the reason why i am going under the knife. I am doing this c-section because i am so fed up with hearing other peoples negative talk and i am sick of waiting for her to come.
I have been having contractions for the past 2 weeks every night. And nothing has happened. I have tried evrything that the researchers say to do to go into labour and stillnothin. So i am jsut so sick of waiting and trying everything.
I will post piictures once we get homeand let you know all the stats.